https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDkAGkd4NLc Is it possible that "there is no spoon" and mustard seed mountains are the same truth? Remember how Jesus said, "if ye had but a mustard seed of faith, ye shall move mountains"? It's a weird linguistic barrier. I don't even really know what a mustard seed looks like, I have no real context... Continue Reading →
Woke up at 4:30. Actually more like 4 but I was meditating and vibing with the universe type deal before I got out of bed. I made coffee, did my thing, came in and wrote in my book for a little bit. The book is called Ayam. An important part of creating something from... Continue Reading →
Talking about rape, abortion, adoptions - also the last 20 years of my life. Don't read it if you don't want to read about yucky stuff. Go anywhere else on my blog, there's plenty.
When I was young, two seeds were planted in my mind. The first and strongest was, "I can do anything, if I set my mind to it." The second was, "I am crazy." My nature is stubborn and combative, so my life was dedicated to proving everyone wrong while making everyone proud of me. I... Continue Reading →
With a liars tongue, you licked my ear with saliva made of venom You whispered I cannot, as you nibbled and devoured You snacked upon my memories and turned them into regrets Your words like claws inside my mind, scarring as you scratched I breathed in and said, Yes I can You grabbed my... Continue Reading →
My friend and I started helping each other find ourselves over last summer. Together, we connected with meditation and Yoga. It's funny how Mother works. We both started talking when we were both in need of strength. It seems our friendship is the very manifestation of The Buddha's Even Deal. We also have a rampant... Continue Reading →
Black and white thinking has always been the bane of my existence. Ascribe it to whatever alphabet soup you'd like, but it's been problematic for me as long as I've been able to cognitively recognize words in my brain. It's not so much that I am so black and white, but I catastrophize (Is that... Continue Reading →